1st December 2002

This dream centres around work. Most of the meetings were for some reason taking place in a public park. The company was a lot bigger than any I’ve actually worked at for quite a while. One of the people who worked at the company was James Murray, a guy I knew from school. He seemed to have a higher-ranking job in the company than I had which was quite depressing. He was complaining that I had marked that I wanted holiday in March. I said I didn’t mind changing it, knowing I would have resigned from the company by then.

The night of that meeting was the last time I went home to sleep in my own bed. For many subsequent nights I was sleeping at hotels for some reason. I was pretty unhappy. None of the hotels were that good and I carried around decent pillows in my suitcase so that I could get a decent nights sleep.

I remember one of the hotels particularly as I was one of the few people to have en-suite - shower facilities. What this meant was the room had a door that led into the communal shower room to the rooms dedicated area, so that I had a shower to myself guaranteed. Although I was a little concerned to see that this could be taken away from me quite easily just by unlocking one door.

I never found out why I was away from home, which is a shame as I’d have liked to have known.

I vaguely remember having another dream where Erin, my fiancée is overseas and I end up with another girlfriend quite accidentally whilst waiting to get clearance to go to the States. The new girlfriend and I get closer and closer until I know its time I have to break up with her, but I really don’t want to break her heart. I remember what happened in this dream rather than being able to picture any of it.