14th November 2002

Throughout the dream I feel very dreamy or drunk - trying hard to cling to a (false) reality.

The first thing I remember is being on a train station with a friend heading towards the exit. I'd done this journey many times, this time I had been helping out the friend for some reason. Getting towards the ticket barriers of the station i realise that I have forgotten my season ticket.

I'm a little worried about this but decide not to let it bother me. When it comes to it. I seperate from my friend and simply duck under the ticket barrier and leave. I try and find my friend but thats the last thing I remember for a while.

When I come around I am on the pavement and there are several hours if not longer missing from my life. A few paces in front of me I see my wallet which is emty and in a rather sorry state.

Sloely I realise that someone had seen me escape under the barrier without my ticket and the smile on my face so decided to batter me and rob me whilst I was unconscious.

The rest of the dream I try and seek out who did this too me and see if I can get any of my memory back. Soon a young-ish kid who I sort of recall is being very cocky and is taunting me about my loss. I about throttle him until he and his friend agree to give me back the contents of the wallet. They give me back a pile of ripped up paper and the odd credit card sized piece of plastic. I'm outraged that they have lost my BUPA certificate.

Taunting continues on both sides for a while but I soon leave. When I get home I realise that it has been a bit of a long time since the incident had happened and that I should be cancel my credit and cash cards. My family however don't seem that concerned.